before i blog about the fabulous times i had in taiwan,

i just wna emo for one more day.

mayb 2 more days?

the other 5 letter word for thrash is d-i-n-a-h.

i hope this will be the last few times i will feel like thrash.

cuz today after meeting wif enoch and you,

i knw i hv to let go...

thanks for coming to meet me.

although i still cannot accept your reasons,

i und you are different

although i cannot und why you chose to give up,

i will still respect your decision.

like wad enoch said,

love is unconditional and unquestioning.

but im really really really grateful to God for letting me have you for the past year.

thanks for wadeva you have sacrificed for me.

from ur studies to part of ur future..

but these are not in vain,

this was not a mistake cuz u made another person feel like the luckiest person on earth.

this past year is undoubtedly the best BEST BEST BEST days of my life.

thankyou =)

for all the time spent waiting for you,

for all the sunflowers that blossomed and died,

for all the silly faces i made to cheer u up,

for all the alarm i hv set to force myself awake when ure sick,

for all the surprises, the bday that worked and the swimming competition that didnt,

for all the time i missed you until i fall sick

for all the presents i emptied my wallet to get

for all the lecture time i spent drawing and dreaming of the future

it wasnt a burden at all.

i was extremely happy when i did them.

i juz feel happy to try to make u smile..

n for all your regrets,

wad u wished you had done or not have done,

wad u wished you had said or not have said,

those are my regrets as well.

i wished i had handled things the way you wanted..

i wished i we could communicate better.

although i badly wan everyth to restart all over,

although i believe wadeva is lost can be found,

i oso knw to trust in you and hv faith in wad u thk is best.

just know that i will continue to keep you in my prayers every day,

for as long as i can,

just like i knw u will be praying for me.

送你一首歌..

周杰伦-轨迹

怎么隱藏 我的悲伤

失去妳的地方

妳的发香 散的匆忙

我已经跟不上

闭上眼睛 还能看见

你离去的痕跡

在月光下一直找寻

那想念的身影

如果说分手 是苦痛的起点

那在終点之前 我愿意再爱一遍

想要对你说的 不敢说的爱

会不会有人 可以明白

我会发着呆 然后忘记你

接着紧紧闭上眼

想着那一天 会有人代替

让我不再想念你

my dear sister, my family, karen, enoch, daniel, rebecca, yuru,

my Lifegroup, my church, eddie, guppy, my 3 taiwan buddies,

and all the frens who are concerned and cared,

i will try to keep on to all the things i promised you

i will live on.

i will move on.

but before,

我会发着呆 然后微微笑

接着紧紧闭上眼

又想了一遍 你溫柔的脸

在我忘记之前...