im so lost.
i dno how i shud feel.

forget him, persevere, he's not worth, continue to hope,
let go, dont think, move on, you will find a better one,
look forward, live better than him, concentrate on your studies,
face him, dont face him, don gv up on love, he is no the one for you,
cry, don cry, be strong, hold on, continue to love,
he is living so happily, you nv knw he may feel the same,
he doesnt care, he cares, he doesn knw how to handle,
take a break, gv him a break, who knows about the future,
sleep per chance to dream, don slp cuz when u wake up reality hits,

i was almost certain that i donwna wait anymore,
i cannot be stuck.
i cannot waste another second of my life..
but today as i packed my drawer and read all the letters u sent before..
" xxxxxxxxxxx, ............. i promise! "
u knw every word written with your love den makes me wna stay on now.

sometimes im aware that wad im doing through is nothing big at all,
but other times the hurt just overtakes....

im so lost,
i dno wad to pray for.

to forget and move on?
to carry on waiting?

just give me the strength to get through each day.