do you feel as hopelessly helpless every time you see me?
im so hopelessly close but yet so helplessly far.
if sneezing means someone is missing you,
what do coughing uncontrollably mean?
why do you bottle up your emotions,
why do you keep all the love to yourself?
how can you just snap and just don acknowledge my existence anymore?

It hurts to breathe because every breath I take proves I can live without you.