B E F O R E
with such a table, didn hv the mood to study at all...
had to set up a makeshift table in e bedroom....
and after maths paper today...
which marks the more than half way thru A levels,
and with a loonng weekend ahead...
i decided to clear my table!!
Gp > maths
CLL....2 ring files, 5 normal files and...8 texts?!!
i left out 1 black lil cha guan book.
yes! 3 subjects are done!!!!and my table is now...
SOOO HAPPY!!-------
i miss my baby ~
she's not coming home tonight!
WHO WILL I SLEEP WITH!!
gna call my baby le!gd night everybody,
cant wait for senior youth service tmr!
God, i will leave the nxt step to you
9:01 PM
9:01 PM
CLL P1 is over XD
<<六国论>>六国破灭,非兵不利,战不善,弊在赂秦...
<<岳阳楼>>若夫霪雨霏霏,连月不开,阴风怒号,浊浪排空,日星隐耀,山岳潜形,
薄暮冥冥,虎啸猿啼...
im glad i took CLL...
if not i would NEVER know wad the above mean.. XD
and i would not have missed out so much of the chinese culture and
beautiful poetry ~~~~
looking thru my thick chinese file,
it was such a struggle !
i wrote more chinese in these 2 years than i ever have in my whole life!
some of us started knowing nothing about 鲁迅,红楼梦,三国演义.
the only poem we had no problem reciting was 李白的<<静夜思>> !
we dont hv a clue about 宋词 or 文化大革命...
杨过,小龙女 is probably all we know about 金庸's novel..
but now, we can even recite some famous poetry and classics!
we could even analyse them (and show off to our MEP frens XD XD)
looking at some of my compo and poetry,
and the books i nv thought i would have touched if not for CLL,
im happy that i've gained an tiny speck of the rich chi culture thru literature.
wna thank the best chinese teachers !
吴老师, 卢老师, 王老师, 黄老师,
for not giving up on us, always always inspiring us,
and circling our countless 错别字!
thanks for dripping some of your passion for the subject on us..
sudd i feel cultured XD
突然有种洒脱的感觉, 会考考什么成绩都不重要了!
忘怀得失, 就像五柳先生一样 !
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meanwhile....
i have decided to go duolos for the STEP programme,
its a missionary-cum-floatingbookshop,
it will travel the world and bring books for the poor and needy,
as long as provide medical help.
It brings a glimmer of hope into their lives XD
have to say it's god answering yuru's prayer.
rmb at first was quite unwilling to consider cuz of my family and the money
and being away for so long (13JUNE to 24 AUG) and missing uni..
but anyway i hv decided to serve and help as many ppl as i can
aft As so WHY NOT XD
and i've been selected for the MOE teaching internship!
this is someth i really really wanted since last year,
glad it's in accordance to His will. XD
& i wud be gg to bedok north to teach next year,
thankks for all the concern but i thk i wud be able to handle?
anybody staying at bedok reservior wna to teach at bedok north to accompany me?
LEEYAN COME!
haha XD
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oh yeah, single's day is approaching..
11/11 =)
let us
show the world that we are alone yet not lonely !
for there is so much thrills and enjoyment we could seek,
our mind is free and we truely reflect and thk of what and who is truely worth our time and love!
let us
throw our hearts out to celebrate our liberty XD
God, i will leave the nxt step to you
5:28 PM
5:28 PM
got back my results.
i was amazed !
i prayed for 65 for CLL and i got 65.0
and A for econs and i got 70.0 !!
i thought i wud fail my gp essay but i got really high...
and another unexpectated surprise was that i finally finally got A for GP!
i was SOOOOOoooo happy and thankful!
even though some of my math didn do well,
but im still super contented wif my other results.
perhaps ABBC A isnt wad some ppl would be happy about,
its always good to have a grateful heart!
recent studies have shown that practicing gratitude leads to a healthier, more fulfilling and others-centred life!!
it enriches yourself and enriches others!
so those ppl who made improvements,
you ought to be very happy,
cuz don be always comparing with others,
there will always be ppl better and worse off than you,
but always strive to improve!!
for those who didn do too well,
i knw it must have been awful.
its prelims...
but transfer the regret into strength and push on!!!
marking days.....
THURS
attempted to study
FUN POWER: *
FRI went cycling wif sherm and jh!
we cycled from bedok reservior to my sch and back,
thru ECP and park connectors.
cycled from around 10 till 5?
and played bball in sch.
night was LG!
i always look forward to LG =)
& it's JERYL's BIRTHDAY XD
happy bday ~
FUN POWER ****
SAT
SENTOSA wif team!
had picnic,played soccer, vball , frisbee and swam!
first time i scored a few goals!
spurred up a new fever of soccer in me XD
frisbee and vball too!!
XD
so hang nv hang out w team, but everyth still feels the same =)
FUN POWER *****
SUN
church!
pastor aaron shared about prayer.
how we shud perserve even though god seemed to be silent.
he gave biblical reasons why god remains silent
1) its not his will at all
2) we ask for the wrong motives
3) angels VS demons (the demons are hindering the angels which are holding on to God's ans . as from book of daniel )
4) he is answering, just that we don see it. he is doing someth unknown to us!
had a really nice session wif SG agn!
i thk we all felt a gush of faith wandering back into our hearts!
FAITH POWER : *****
i was amazed !
i prayed for 65 for CLL and i got 65.0
and A for econs and i got 70.0 !!
i thought i wud fail my gp essay but i got really high...
and another unexpectated surprise was that i finally finally got A for GP!
i was SOOOOOoooo happy and thankful!
even though some of my math didn do well,
but im still super contented wif my other results.
perhaps ABBC A isnt wad some ppl would be happy about,
its always good to have a grateful heart!
recent studies have shown that practicing gratitude leads to a healthier, more fulfilling and others-centred life!!
it enriches yourself and enriches others!
so those ppl who made improvements,
you ought to be very happy,
cuz don be always comparing with others,
there will always be ppl better and worse off than you,
but always strive to improve!!
for those who didn do too well,
i knw it must have been awful.
its prelims...
but transfer the regret into strength and push on!!!
marking days.....
THURS
attempted to study
FUN POWER: *
FRI went cycling wif sherm and jh!
we cycled from bedok reservior to my sch and back,
thru ECP and park connectors.
cycled from around 10 till 5?
and played bball in sch.
night was LG!
i always look forward to LG =)
& it's JERYL's BIRTHDAY XD
happy bday ~
FUN POWER ****
SAT
SENTOSA wif team!
had picnic,played soccer, vball , frisbee and swam!
first time i scored a few goals!
spurred up a new fever of soccer in me XD
frisbee and vball too!!
XD
so hang nv hang out w team, but everyth still feels the same =)
FUN POWER *****
SUN
church!
pastor aaron shared about prayer.
how we shud perserve even though god seemed to be silent.
he gave biblical reasons why god remains silent
1) its not his will at all
2) we ask for the wrong motives
3) angels VS demons (the demons are hindering the angels which are holding on to God's ans . as from book of daniel )
4) he is answering, just that we don see it. he is doing someth unknown to us!
had a really nice session wif SG agn!
i thk we all felt a gush of faith wandering back into our hearts!
FAITH POWER : *****
God, i will leave the nxt step to you
6:10 AM
6:10 AM
forgot my xanga/lj journal so im back here!
last post we a reflection of a current mood, so donworry ppl,
im still ever happy~ SMILE
PRELIMS ARE OVER!
went out wif guppy for a day of shopping for children day's gift.
found out that we are deprived children,
guppy of scientific experiment toys,
me of sticker making machines...
had a GREAT DINNER
thanks buddy!
den i went on a car ride !
first time in a senior's car,
abit scared at first but its so cool la can drive!
went airport one round den go back.
rethinking earlier, 2weeks ago,
i gave this to my SG!
hope they'll pass EOYS with sugar around their lips!
sure will , the grace of god in grp prayers!
this week had heart to heart talk wif them.
heartbreaks and rejects, we all had a fair share.
let us not,
never,
let them go to waste.
transform these negative feelings into postitive energy that cud propel you forward!!
went pinky's party too!had gd time of catching up w old frens!
happy birthday pinky!
speaking about pink, last sun me rach fel and mich wore pink!
but i donhv the pic wif me.
hope rach's workshifts will come out gd!
shugo chara!
i normally donlike anime but oh well..
suddenly like them.
ikuto is SO CUTE,
as cute as this panda,dont u thk?
amu is SO SO CUTE too.
dno if the ikuto likes amu even though he saved her quite a few times...
There is even a forum predicting that they will be tgt.
but if things stay the way they were, it would be more exciting XD
God, i will leave the nxt step to you
1:49 AM
1:49 AM