before i post about xmas, (which is awesome cuz GOD is awesome)

i sudd feel an urge to post about this,

i joined a facebook grp "i try to fall back aslp to finish my dream"
or some sort.
then there is this post that asked,

"what is your sweetest dream?"

i always have very very vivid dreams=)
i can rmb my dreams pretty well.

but there is one that is so sweet and so real.

it was my birthday,
we went to a restaurant to celebrate =)
he planned everyth, from the menu to the decorations,
and the music.
heart shaped balloons filled the place.
there were pics hanging around,
pics from when we first got tgt,
to our wedding pics.

he was smiling
i was smiling.
we were surrounded by this feathery white smoke.

not exactly very sweet right?

but this dream was a gift from God,
it was around this time last year that i had this dream,
and i was literally drowning in sorrow...

1 year ago, i woke up crying, just like how i cried myself to slp.
it was a nightmare.
i would never have imagined describing it as my sweetest dream.

"consider it pure joy, my brothers, if you meet trials of any kind,
because the testing of faith develops perseverance, and perseverance must finish
its work so that you may be complete, not lacking anything. "
-James 1:2,3,4

Guess i really matured a lot in 2009.
it is out of the mud and desert, that we can come up stronger and more confident of ourselves.








God works in ways we do not und ,
but its always to prune us,
so that we could bear more fruits.