. you shud watch it =)

"Why not?"
I told her that story, too. Don't ask me why. iknew i should have been putting my best foot forward and tossing out crap to impress her, but with Savannah that wasn't possible. For whatever reason, she made me want to tell the truth, even though i barely knew her.When i finished she was wearing a curious expression.
"Yeah, i was a jerk," i offered, knowing that there were other, probably more accurate words to describe me back then, all of which were profane enough to offend her.
"It sounds like it." she said, " but that's not what i was thinking. i was trying to imagine you back then, because you seem nothing like that person now."

-Dear John page 69-70

I cant believe there is so much similarity in that book and what i feel! =)

- <3 - < 3

brother, there is no such thing as you cant live wout someone.
you cant live wout air, probably cant live long wout water and food.
but you definitey can live wout someone you have not live w in the past.
i knw its hard, just one and a half years ago, i didn think i could live wout someone too.
when my teammates told me the exact same words, i only tried to believe them.
but i was glad that they understood me.

but slowly slowly, i realise that i could live fine wout him.
and when time passed, i realise i could think of him and feel happy about the times we were tgt,
happy about wad he taught me about life and wad i learnt about myself when i was w him..
and now, im so sure that i am happier living wout him,
cuz im not jus living for one guy,
im living for God,
and myself,
and my family,
and my friends,
and my students,
and people that i wna help.

Life becomes significant.
when you know
God's grace and love is sufficient.