September 15, 2010

My first malay compo!!

Ada pesta hari jadi di rumah John.
Dia memyambut hari jadinya dengan kawan-kawan baiknya dan keluarga.
John berumur tujuh tahun hari ini.
Ada kek tiramisu besar dan sedap di atas meja.
Dia meniup lilin sekarang.
Selepas emaknya akan bantu memotong kek.
Dia medapat banyat hadiad dan sangat gembira!

(grp work)

speaking abt grp work...
there are just so many projects!!
haiss....
i thought uni would be stress free..

nevertheless,
we just get through each day.

YMLC was a needful retreat!
Rev De Souza preached about the essence of a shepherd leader,
one cannot be a great shepherd leader IF he did not have a personal experience with God.
how can one share of God's love if he never knew it?
He challenged those who haven truly experienced God to be faithful and continue to seek him,
"If you seek me with all your heart you will find me. Deuteronomy 4:29"


He preached that he could sense that we would all experience God that night.
he shared about how he could feel the spirit of God pouring down on him physically,
he shared how some ppl could feel fire / ice,
some ppl would cry , some ppl would be slain..
God is a God of miracles, he told us to pray and ask God to reveal himself to us.

So i went up fully believing that God will touch me in a diff way.
Like what he said, just a glimpse of God would change your life completely.
And the moments when He touches you is just indescribable.
you'll never forget those moments when the holy spirit inside of you leaped with joy =)

I waited and waited for God,
but other than nudges and thoughts which might be mostly my own,
i had a verse in mind.
'John 14:7'
Did God give me another verse?

I didn experience God as 'differently' as i wished to, so i was a little down.
But when i flipped the bible to John 14:7,
it writes
"If you had known Me, you would have known My Father also; and from now on you know Him and have seen Him.”

Woah, its like God is reassuring me that, Yes, you have experienced me,
do not doubt your experiences, it is indeed I!

just wna say that God is faithful, God is real,
He is with us and he hears us.
Continue to pray earnestly for God to touch you.
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you." Matthew 7:7

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