lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
yourstruly
Dinah
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TAMTAMS
psalms 139
O lord, you have searched me and you know me
you know when i sit and when i rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.
you discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.
before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O Lord.
For you created my inmost being:
you knit me together in my mother's womb.
i praise you because i am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
i know that full well.
March 15, 2011
-9:14 PM
A picture says a thousand words.
These words are razors to my wounded heart -william shakespear
So true.
One flash of a wallet exposed a picture that pierced through wadever walls i have built.
Holding up the knife there through the day,
I prevented it from cutting deeper,
it just pricked at my skin.
I guess i wasnt careful when i slept,
I tossed and turned in nightmare of him until it pierce thru my skin.
Woke up bleeding,
just like 3 years ago.
But thankfully this time, it has more disturbing than hurtful.
I asked God why does the knife still feel so sharp?
Den i started to ask why is he doing this to me again.
I started to question why is the vow of men so fragile,
How can one protrays that he is a man of
responsibility,
a man of empathty, a man who feels for the thousand
dead in somewhere far away,
yet disregards the hurling razors on someone who once gave him the key to her heart??
Am i not human?
Do i not bleed? -William Shakespear (agn)
I asked those question,
even I know very well that the problem lies
w myself.
He aint doing anyth to hurt me,
He could have been more sensitive,
But he is under no obligation to consider my feelings at the expense of his happiness...
Cuz in the first place, werent it werent his happiness that mattered,
things wont have turned out so bad.
And there is nothing wrong with this,
it's just being human.
The question i
should be asking myself is,
and jessica is
very right abt that,
should be
"WHY AM I STILL FEELING THIS WAY?"
I really thank god for building me up these 3 years +,
at least I am able to feel a sense of peace in his presence,
thank God that i can lift my head high.
Now God is guiding me through a second level of
obstacle.
& I will climb over it.
To err is human,
To
forgive is divine...
From an awesome book, Captivating
Forgiveness is a choice, not a feeling. Do not
wait until you feel like forgiving before you forgive. It never gets there. Forgiveness is an act of will. Feelings takes time to heal after the choice to forgive is being made.
Forgiveness is not saying, "It really didnt matter," or
"I probably deserved some of it." It's saying that "It is wrong.
Very wrong. It mattered, hurt me deeply. And I release you. I give you up to God. I will not be your captive any
longer."
Amen to
that!!
